I could never be proud of knife kills, but good for you then if it makes you happy.

That's the thing, I didn't really know where I was on that leaderboard (Didn't know about it at the time) until someone told me there was a leaderboard for accolades. Then I saw that I was so high on that leaderboard so I just kept playing like normal. I ended up seeing that I was closing in on the top 15 so that's when I started caring about getting higher on there.
I'm just happy that I'm at the top of the leaderboard for "something" considering the type of player I am.